In addition to praying, I have to beat up the air

when I feel like that. MJ helps in many many ways. He gets me motivated to workout and sweat out some of the frustrations of motherhood and ;). Michael Jackson.com has a listening part that 10 or 15 minutes with and I have had my workout fix for the morning.
I never had 2 of them in the teen years before. 1 at a time is my limit. They are double teaming me:thing one and thing two. They don't want to do anything because they are used to everybody else doing stuff for them. I love them, but I am now without any bite to my words. All I hear when I get upset is go and take your medicine. So, I write, I have a blog for each of them and when I die, they will know what I would have said to them, while I was taking my meds.
The book will be called life with the crazy mother. I still banter when they let me. But it does little good. Thank God, they will listen to Ben, sometimes.


"""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""Psalm of the day}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}Psalm 119:49-56{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{Zayin^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^Remember the word to Your servant, Upon which You have caused me to hope. This is my comfort in my affliction, For Your word has given me life. The proud have me in great derision, Yet I do not turn aside from your law. I remembered Your judgments of old, O Lord, And have comforted myself. Indignation has taken hold of me, because of the wicked, who forsake Your law. Your statutes have been my songs in the house of my pilgrimage. I remember Your name in the night, O Lord, and I keep Your law. This has become mine, because I kept Your precepts.