Monday, September 9, 2019

Monday, September 2, 2019

The Hacker's Revenge!


The problem of crying?

Victory in the cry?
Defeat in the cry?


I was enamored by a youngster who held in every tear of her cry, until the last point in the match, last year.  I identified with her at each point in the match apart from the tears, the winning and the humility.  YOU have so much to be proud of!  Naomi got that from her win last year.  I do hope she has a chance to replay that match with a successful defeat.  
We who know the sport, know that she played phenomenal tennis.  She played the game that we all have been trying to figure out against the giant woman, who has dominated with her great game for a generation.  we love her, also, but we have said what would I have done to try to beat her.
Ruth used to say everyday “Youth is wasted on the young!”   She was saying if I had your game today, this is what I would have done to beat that giant.  It didn’t sound like that to us as youngsters.  It sounded like I did what you do much better than you do.  I hope that is not how I sound.  Nevertheless the hindsight that is 20/20 when applied to racquet in hand prevailed last year and the temper tantrum that Serena played out on the court brought a torrent of tears that are incomparable to the tears that her 15 year old opponent cried this year at the OPEN.  
My life was changed at that match!  I saw the combination of cultures cutting through the dominions that have crushed us for generations.  I could hear Bud Collins dissecting the cultures of that dear child and showing me the Japanese, Haitian, African/American parts of her emotional composure in that amazing match.  It was a monster that brought out the infant temper tantrum in the Queen of the Courts.  I haven’t come to that maturity to have a tantrum when I am afraid of a monstrous ability.  
We have seen many of the DNA combinations working to the best of their ability on the tangles of the game of tennis to come to a victorious end in a fortnight.  It engages us.  It challenges us.  It convicts us. 
Why can’t you overcome your life challenges in a lifetime, like she does in a fortnight?  That is the question that we ask ourselves, at these matches, when we give ourselves the privilege to watch it.
Bud used to give us a good expression of our griefs at not having the opportunity to do what these superhumans do.  He said as a Hacker you can do what you can do to feel the thrill of overcoming.  He used to go under the hood and show us some of the underworkings of the skills that we were observing.  50 years of playing and changing with the game gives you a birds eye view of the mechanics of the sport.  He held our hands through these matches.  He knew how to unnerve the victor to look for the enemy coming over the next hill and he could comfort the victim with a challenge to ie. lose the weight or grow in the game to become the victor that he knew that they could be.  I miss him much.   But I am afraid of this politically correct generation who can’t see the dynamic of culture and advancement that is built into the psyche of every person and show us how to inculcate it into our own games.
{He said, pretend you are a conquistador, like RAFA and go on the court.  See if it doesn’t  take your game up a notch!}  That is not racism!  That is owning up to the reality of the racial realities that we can all take hold of on the courts, if not in other portions of our lives.  Thanks Bud!

Title- The Studious One!

Title-  The Studious One!
artwork by Elyse

Of biscuits and syrup

Of biscuits and syrup
tasty treats

Happy Saturday!

Happy Saturday!
a day at the Raptor Center.

Widdle Emmie in outer space school

Emmie jumped on the bus and off it flew out into the atmosphere. There was a set of clouds with turbulence right above the house and it took a few minutes for my Emmie to buckle her seatbelt. They hit the bump hard and it knocked my Emmie out of her seat and she bumped her head. The video camera came on and the monitor looked through and stated, Ms. Emmie, where are you? You are not in your seat. Where are you? I am alright I fell because I hadn’t buckled correctly. Well jump up Emmie we have a long way to go and you have to be buckled there is entirely too much turbulence in the stratosphere for you to unbuckle now. As soon as we are through this weather system there will be straight sailing but right now you must buckle. Emmie scrambled into the seat with intensity and purpose now. She watched every cloud pass her window and her nose was pressed to the window trying to see the top of the house as it drifted slowly out of sight. Soon they were not only out of sight of the house, the sun came out brightly and just as quickly they were putting on the atmospherical breathing apparatus and the outerspherical lights. The ABA and the OL. These precautions were to make them appear to be satellites to the radar as they were out in the ionosphere. Emmie knew all about this now. She had gone to the orientation and had a good breakfast and it took them 20 minutes for her to get out past the atmospherical pull and to feel the zero gravity. It would be 15 minutes before the gravity simulators would take effect, a glitch in the system which was being worked on. Until then, they enjoyed the couple of minutes of floatation, while being connected to the seats by belt. The first thing they saw everyday was the strataflotsam. The items which had been dumped into the atmosphere by earlier generations. What would their generation do about this ecological waste area that remained floating above their heads? This was a question for the generations. For now it was the area that they had to guide through on the way to school.

Midnight at the OASIS

Midnight at the OASIS
Sunset in Huntersville

My little Emmie

ran to the bus on the first day of the last year of school. 2 buns on the side of her head. She kissed me and ran at dawn to the bus. She was starting the adventure of a lifetime. I would never see that little girl again, she was going to woman school!

My Father and I 1989

My Father and I 1989

to the tune of Parsley, Sage, Rosemary and Thyme

A VISIT TO PAPA











Are you going to Mary Immaculate?

Apricots, Chocolate Cherries and Pie,



Remember me to the one who lived there,



He once was a true love of mine,



Tell him to buy me an acre of land,



Apricots, Chocolate Cherries and Pie,



Between the muddy Hudson in Jamaica Bay,



Then, He’ll be a true love of mine,

Tell him to sow in it seeds of pure cream,



Apricots, Chocolate Cherries and Pie,



And build Ice cream mountains and buildings of whipped cream,

Then, He’ll be a true love of mine,



Tell him to reap them with sickles of M&M’s,



Apricots, Chocolate Cherries and Pie,



And chew bubble gum and eat till we’re done,



Then, He’ll be a true love of mine.



Tell him to run it off down the motor parkway,



Apricots, Chocolate Cherries and Pie,



After your done 50 pushups



and jog down the West Side Highway,



Then he’ll be a true love of mine…

(Don’t wait for me today dad, The kids are sick again, My tummy’s bulging again, My heart is aching again, And now there’s no love there…)





He once was, a true love of mine….So, Girls, I do beg you don't miss your Daddy,Apricots, Chocolate cherries and Pie,You have one short chance to see him on this side, Go visit him and let your light shine.