Saturday, January 10, 2026

Whip my hair!

 I whip my hair back and forth!

They whip my mind back and forth.


Identifying the corporate factions playing tug of war with my attentions.



Why cant I stay on task?   Where is my mind at this very moment?   Am I working?  Am I surfing the net?  Both?


We’ve certainly not caught up with the wild fires that our unbridled mental adventures have taken us, of late.   


When I was a child, the picture of unbridled attention was the group of children asleep on the couch with the television buzzing that soul stirring sound it made when the late, late too late movie was over and there was no more to be watched.   We children who were let to stay up to that moment unsupervised considered ourselves the conquerors of media.   We had kept our minds awake past the nowhere land of medias planners.  We were whipping them, we thought!  WUSS! We gloated they wont beat us in John Henry fashion we were setting ourselves up for a challenge that we couldn’t conquer.


There are no boundaries on the time or the subjects that we fight against in this era of media waves. Tsunamis of tidal proportion wash over us and we struggle to keep our heads above water and there is no conqueror and no one captain with whom we are engaging in our insurrection.


Whatever things are good, lovely,...etc. notwithstanding.  We cannot avoid seeing and having to react to the reality of the capacity of the vehicles whipping our brains back and forth.   I am not whipping myself.  HIB(hair I bought) HIG(Hair I grew) etcetera and ad infinitum being whipped in every direction on every subject.    There is no culturally accepted center of the court.   Dorks do this,  cool peeps do that, Christians respond like this and others???  There is no considerate acceptability.  


The simplicity of the 1800s and early 1900s with one standard for each social standard of people and the hierarchical systems of ages past have given way to the self expression guided by who?  We have no idea who is putting those standards out there.  We are being whipped around and about and the systems are looking for a scapegoat and blaming us for being whipped.


A likely story, Peter Pan steps in.  Wendy walks the plank to fight the Establishment and what happens?  A wave takes over and turns the boat over and everyone has to swim to shore collapsed in heart and mind by the magnitude of what we are fighting.  


I dont at all believe that God is smaller than this boogieman.  I simply believe that our individualistic mentality has duped us into believing that an individual can control his own mind and fight this battle himself.  We are all in this rehabilitation movement, whether we know it yet is suspect.


My name is Jayne Walker and I have fallen under the media waves again and I am not breathing on my own yet. Who are you?

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Title- The Studious One!

Title-  The Studious One!
artwork by Elyse

Of biscuits and syrup

Of biscuits and syrup
tasty treats

Happy Saturday!

Happy Saturday!
a day at the Raptor Center.

Widdle Emmie in outer space school

Emmie jumped on the bus and off it flew out into the atmosphere. There was a set of clouds with turbulence right above the house and it took a few minutes for my Emmie to buckle her seatbelt. They hit the bump hard and it knocked my Emmie out of her seat and she bumped her head. The video camera came on and the monitor looked through and stated, Ms. Emmie, where are you? You are not in your seat. Where are you? I am alright I fell because I hadn’t buckled correctly. Well jump up Emmie we have a long way to go and you have to be buckled there is entirely too much turbulence in the stratosphere for you to unbuckle now. As soon as we are through this weather system there will be straight sailing but right now you must buckle. Emmie scrambled into the seat with intensity and purpose now. She watched every cloud pass her window and her nose was pressed to the window trying to see the top of the house as it drifted slowly out of sight. Soon they were not only out of sight of the house, the sun came out brightly and just as quickly they were putting on the atmospherical breathing apparatus and the outerspherical lights. The ABA and the OL. These precautions were to make them appear to be satellites to the radar as they were out in the ionosphere. Emmie knew all about this now. She had gone to the orientation and had a good breakfast and it took them 20 minutes for her to get out past the atmospherical pull and to feel the zero gravity. It would be 15 minutes before the gravity simulators would take effect, a glitch in the system which was being worked on. Until then, they enjoyed the couple of minutes of floatation, while being connected to the seats by belt. The first thing they saw everyday was the strataflotsam. The items which had been dumped into the atmosphere by earlier generations. What would their generation do about this ecological waste area that remained floating above their heads? This was a question for the generations. For now it was the area that they had to guide through on the way to school.

Midnight at the OASIS

Midnight at the OASIS
Sunset in Huntersville

My little Emmie

ran to the bus on the first day of the last year of school. 2 buns on the side of her head. She kissed me and ran at dawn to the bus. She was starting the adventure of a lifetime. I would never see that little girl again, she was going to woman school!

My Father and I 1989

My Father and I 1989

to the tune of Parsley, Sage, Rosemary and Thyme

A VISIT TO PAPA











Are you going to Mary Immaculate?

Apricots, Chocolate Cherries and Pie,



Remember me to the one who lived there,



He once was a true love of mine,



Tell him to buy me an acre of land,



Apricots, Chocolate Cherries and Pie,



Between the muddy Hudson in Jamaica Bay,



Then, He’ll be a true love of mine,

Tell him to sow in it seeds of pure cream,



Apricots, Chocolate Cherries and Pie,



And build Ice cream mountains and buildings of whipped cream,

Then, He’ll be a true love of mine,



Tell him to reap them with sickles of M&M’s,



Apricots, Chocolate Cherries and Pie,



And chew bubble gum and eat till we’re done,



Then, He’ll be a true love of mine.



Tell him to run it off down the motor parkway,



Apricots, Chocolate Cherries and Pie,



After your done 50 pushups



and jog down the West Side Highway,



Then he’ll be a true love of mine…

(Don’t wait for me today dad, The kids are sick again, My tummy’s bulging again, My heart is aching again, And now there’s no love there…)





He once was, a true love of mine….So, Girls, I do beg you don't miss your Daddy,Apricots, Chocolate cherries and Pie,You have one short chance to see him on this side, Go visit him and let your light shine.