
It is a little chilly in here. Chilly enough to turn on the heat for the second day in a row. brrrrrr! I don't remember anymore the feeling of air in my lungs where my chest feels like bronchioles must be turning into icicles. I miss NY, but I don't miss that. It is quiet in the house because, on Saturday, everybody sleeps late. A great opportunity to eat a quiet breakfast by myself, yum. I went to the microwave and it was beautiful and new as the day we walked into this new home. NOT!
Somebody had nuked their eggplant from last night and the mess was aweful, I could scream and will later on, but now I just clean it up to have breakfast with my memories of Mom's old fashioned Irish Oats.(that must be why Ezra is so smart). I can't afford the real thing so my simulation includes oatmeal and "Southern Home" Raisin bran. I still have some cream from our holiday binge and it was almost as though Mom were here, in NC, and I was pregnant and the indulgence was delightful. It really doesn't take much to keep me happy. Just clean up the microwave after you use it and better yet, cover the bowl with the eggplant it is going to explode.
Well, I am not pregnant, but when I was, I would carry my Ethan over to Mommy's and she would treat me like company. She pulled out her special china and her special pot and cooked, in a pot(something that I don't do anymore with a microwave) Irish oatmeal and put strawberries and cream and whatever other special stuff she had in it. I didn't have to eat the whole rest of the day. That meal was so potent. We would pontificate on St. Ignacious and Augustine and Nehemiah and Ezra and Fr. Tom and whoever else would come to mind and then I guessed I would be okay after that. I guess I can go through childbirth one more time since somebody must've birthed St. Ignacious. We were trying for a while to be as disciplined as Ignacious and we fell off the wagon, probably the same day right into the bowl of specialty oatmeal. But it was par for the course for these mere mortals and women at that. That is why we need grace and one another.
Ezra's awake now, I better get to my own mothering role. Thanks Mom!
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