
My parents made that lifelong commitment to eachother that sowed seeds into the earth that are still multiplying. What an amazing thought that 2 young people, who could not know what their decisions would net them could pledge themselves to eachother and gain and create a family. That was obviously God's design, in the garden of Eden. A life of love and struggle that reproduces itself over and over and over again. There is no easy way to spend yourself in marriage. It is a labor and a service to your children and I, for one am ever so grateful that my parents lent me their service in this way. Struggling to keep head above water and struggling to hang onto one another.
Mom was forever blowing bubbles:) and Dad was forever popping them and perhaps that is what it is all about?

There must be some grief, at the newness of launching out into the new season of life past that struggle.I can just imagine. But, my mom seems to have that all mapped out for herself. She takes the ball on the fly, so to speak and creates the energy, with what life throws at her. That is an amazing quality and not easily emulatable.
I tremble, at this point, being at the halfway point from her; at the thought of what is next in store. There are no easy ways to go through these seasons. The foundations have been laid for us and we are enjoying the loving foundations of having had both parents involved in our lives. A real luxury, today. I guess that is why God allowed there to be such difficulty, so that when we get there we can say, that was a service for them to stay together. Faith in God, falling into silence at times, looking to each day for God's fresh promises of fulfillment, tools to try to be at peace with God, myself, my husband and my children. Thank you Mom and Happy anniversary!

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